exoticeyes @ 2005-02-24T19:37:00

2005-02-25T03:41:16Z

I don't understand why girls are so fucking caddy??!?? When you say its over, its over, don't tell me to grow up when you can't even drop the subject! UGh i'm getting so frustrated. i can't believe i'm letting myself cry over this when obviously the decision was made way before i even ahd a chance to defend myself! WTF! i'm sorry that you think you wasted your time, the past is in the past and some people jsut don't know how to let it go.i hate drama and i'm sorry things had to end this way

what hurts you can only make you stronger

2005-02-24T23:20:17Z

Girl of Doom, misery is your only friend.
Together for eternity, you are destined for pain
LIfe plays your emotions like a roller coaster, never a chance to mend.
Shining your brightest in the darkest hours your tears still fall like rain.

Your something special or so you've been told
your love is eteranl if only someone could keep their hold.
Don't think this is it, there's more to come-just wait
Remember to just breathe, it happens because its fate.

Girl of Doom, darkness and despair
You'll never have a heart with the capacity to care
From every experience a peice of you has been taken
Happiness is unfamiliar to you, so stand there beaten and shaken.

Forget the idea of love or the reason to smile
Stabbed in the hear, nothing is whole its just a crack
Throw up your feelings, blow the chunks, taste the bile
play the game, be deceitful, your world is black.

Words hit you like stabs to your heart
"grow up, get some friends, get a life," those words tear you apart
That empty feeling, deep inside
its hollow and empty because no one ever takes your side.
Havne't you learned, never to trust
no love, no friend, no one you love-but if you must
Keep in mind where ever you go
Everyone hate's you, your worthless-Didn't you know
look at the pattern! see it in their eyes!
They wear a mask and hide behind lies.
Just kill yourself, your worthelss you know
There are no high points, your life is one big low